Ah, time flew.. it's the last semester of my poly life already.
Being busy for almost half a year(due to interns) i kinda missed alot of things.
my life hasn't been so tired, pissed, pointless before i start my internship.
How to express it? i've experiment to run everyday, i've to face people in the lab. can't express my feeling. the stress that i felt. i even had nightmares of failed experiment. nightmares of preparing 20L of D. nightmares of testing Na and it exceeds the limit. nightmares of my AS not working on me. nightmares of typing and keying reports and results nightmares of showing result to boss... nightmares of working with my group mates...
anyway, it ended. was asked if i would like to continue as part time in the lab. well, i don't think i have to answer it.
it's the last semester of my poly life. i wanna enjoy and laugh with my clique i wanna do well. things seems to go smoothly at least for now..
how? where to go after poly? what to do? how to talk to mom? how to leave singapore... i grew up here, a place which i stayed for 12years.. the place where i met all my friends, and learnt from.
MP, thanks for spliting us apart, thanks for all these shits u gave me. i learnt to be mean, and ungrateful.
