something very funny happened yesterday. woke up in the afternoon, read the messages that have been sent to my phone. and i got extremely upset and disappointed.
wash up and started calling. finally sort things out.
conclusion: i've been backstabbed all this while. i've trust the wrong person.
maybe it's true, someone actually told me that only guilty people will started calling everyone and make sure i wasn't taking about her.
first thought in my mind. sad, because you actually thought i am that kind of person that will bad mouth you when i got pissed. end up you were the one doing that. i swear i told everyone nothing happened. so i got WOW. and suddenly a lot of things came to my mind, like one entire big picture has formed. forget it.
my initial plan was as usual, everything will be alright on monday. but after yesterday, i really don't think i'm that generous to really ignore everything.
anyway, i'm just disappointed and sad, then now i think it's funny. because i'm like an idiot. fooled around by u without even noticing.
end of week1
Thursday, October 28, 2010
5:56 AM
today marks the end of week 28. first week of school. and i promise myself, i will sleep to the fullest for this weekend. feel so tired everyday cuz my hour clock is like so different from others! and it's not tune back yet.
slept at 3am, wake at 6am. and i was falling asleep in french class. and i don't even notice! i think i was just snoring away~ anyway that guy beside me (Y) suddenly make me look forward for every wed everyday! cuz wed was very tired.. so i slept very early. i think even before 10pm. this morning wake at 730am. still as sleepy now.
first week of sch, and i'm so stressed already because all the subjects are tough. tough as in alot of things to memorize, and we're learning alot of skills. bioinformatics, just like another molecular genetics. medical device, another pure memory subject. MCT, CKSGN= SKILLS. FRENCH = PRONOUNCING AND MEMORIZING.
SIAN.
had nakhom with baby today at bedok. shun bian send her home since im cabbing back.
sometimes, it's the matter of how u phrase the sentence. forget it. just so pissed. never understand and never change. think about others even if it's 1s, i will appreciate it.
sch's starting
Friday, October 15, 2010
4:50 AM
YAWNS. life at home is sian, SIAN, AND MORE SIAN. mom has been planning trips to all sorts of places, but i'm so reluctant to go. contradicting ehh!
the reasons why i hate to lend car or load tons of people in my car is simple. because you guys took advantage of it. take it as a rubbish bin, never will you guys treasure it eh?
it's like, DUST BIN. or even worst, i've make my stand clear, i will never, and i emphasize, NEVER, lend my car to anyone else anymore. but i still got a feeling my parents still gonna lend. no choice, they buy one mah. this feeling sucks.
anyway, i own MOLGEN! YAY! now, another thing to be worried of. my TIMETABLE FOR NEXT SEMESTER. SIAN. I HOPE ITS A SWEE SWEE TIMETABLE SIA. i guess im used to 3days weekend. so if i've to come back to sch on friday, i will just die on the spot i think.
mood's been better at home! i just hope things goes smoothly.
miss all my friend in sg, those busy working ones, can't even catch them online. SIAN AGAIN.
off to play with my son!
homed
Sunday, October 10, 2010
9:03 AM
tired sia.
BBQ yesterday and i can't sleep well at night. ass was fucking pain, and hand too. idk why but i just have fever yesterday night. i had to off the aircon to sweat till i wake in the middle of the night, then on it back.
reached home in the afternoon and played with my son. drove mom, sis and maid to tesco for grocery shopping. then i came back home to shit. then go and pick them again LOL.
anyway, im very pissed now. reasons, i shall remain silence.
was testing someone for the past few days, i hope what i think wasn't right, somehow, your behavior shows everything. so sad and pissed, who should i even trust now?
I OWN.
Monday, October 4, 2010
4:14 AM
AH. IT'S FINALLY OVER! I HOPE!
LOL. long time since i blogged..
had hell for the past few days lor. preparing for my battle! yes. MOLGEN SUPP!
i'll make sure it will be the first, and LAST time. i'll never let SUPP happen in my life EVER AGAIN. I SWEAR, I'M NOT GOING TO LET THIS HAPPEN.
my GPA dropped like F. my grades was rather fine this time. just because of MOLGEN. my gpa was like WOW!
okay la i've got 1 A,1B+,3Bs and ONE F! that F is horrible enough. it's not supposed to be this way, but some how it happened. i guess i must and have to learn my lesson this time. Don't be over confident. with anything.
XX is so kind that she treat me MAC today after my battle! today's journey is way out from what we've planned. LOL we ended up in PS. and watched movie, DETECTIVE DEE! I RATE THIS MOVIE 9.5/10 it's nice! i can see the efforts of all the actors and crew!
talked to xx, anyway, i will not and won't do anything. just want peaceful life!
Can't wait for the BBQ on sat! We're all gonna to have SO MUCH OF FUN!! I HOPE!
er can't think of anything else already. I MISS MY SON! BANANA! MOMMY MISS YOU SO MUCH!
