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was back in sg since tuesday..
leaving on next monday..
well.. i really enjoy myself these few days.
the joy that my girls brought me (:

frankly speaking, i wasn't in a very good mood recently..
alot of things, like all in one shot..
i happened to know how ugly human nature is, i realise alot of disgusting things about the people around me, those i used to trust, play and spend time with..

if all human beings can do is to hurt and lie to each other,
then i don't want any friends, i don't want any kind of relationships with anyone else.
because this is disgusting, when you realise everything is not in the way u thought it will be, and somehow u can't take it.
if thats the case, i don't need anyone.

i hate hypocrites, i hate bastards, i hate realistic people.
they really make me puke.
i hate them to the bloody core.

yea, everyone is talking about 2012- end of the world.
i hope it's true, not that im some sicko that want the world to end.
but, come to think of it.
i guess lord couldn't take this too, because he realise the humans are ugly and selfish.
he want this to end, he want a new world. with a new start.
isn't this the best way out?

well, you see..
in between humans, we quarrel, we fight, we betray, we're extremely selfish.
in between countries, they have wars, they push each other down, they wanna own the whole world.
what have the world come to?
a world full of hypocrites and devil?
is that the world that god created?
no. i don't think so.

even the closest beside you will eventually become your enemy one day.
even the one you are facing everyday,
your friends, your family members.
are all these happenings trying to prove me that human is selfish?
are they trying to tell me that i shouldn't trust anyone AT ALL?

the one that never ever betray me before is nonetheless, my dog.
its kinda funny eh?
like what other's have said, even a dog is better than human beings.
it's like so true to me now, at this point of time.

forget it..

went to MB today with the girls.
had fun.
but it was SUPER HOT.
im super tanned now..
slighly burnt..
PAIN~

fell in love with PETS recently,
WAIT!
its not animal la..
WAIT!
its not the PETS COURSEBOOK we used to have in primary school too!

she's a female artist in taiwan.
okay i'm random.
i was really crazy over rainine yang for the past few months.
then now PETS.
search almost all the videos about her,
favourite her wiki, blog, fan page.
anyway i'm a member already. LOL.
her songs are repeating nonstop in my itunes and ipod.
can't wait for her album..
by the way, her name is 曾沛慈
from 星光2班. ranked 6th.
fuck la, why 6th?!

i re-watched her one and only drama like for the 4th time already..
so cute and blur.
read alot of similar comment from her fans,
how could someone not fall in love with her?
SO TRUE LA.
anyway, because of her, i'm sorta in love with DCW too
erm, DCW is 東城衛, a band la
they've sang a few songs together.
but i don't really get a few things,
some said that PETS already joined DCW,
some said it was just rumours,
some said PETS went steady with DCW leader.
so many questions marks sia.

i hope she film more shows..
then i don't have to keep on watching the same show.

i can be a really crazy fans lehh..
female one change super fast..
but male one, JAY CHOU AND GODFREY HSAO will never ever die in my heart!!!

haix..
i sleep at 4am everyday..
must tune my hour clock back already..

goodnight readers, i'm off to watch related videos of PETS!