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hmms..
time now is 1.23am.
WOW.
had a movie and went pasar malam walk walk..
watched Percy Jackson And The Lightning Thief.
nice movie indeed!
anyway, expected it was luke la.
like can tell?
no?

i dunno what's wrong with me..
i cant help but think abt the past,like nonstop..
what if i tried to stop him?
if i talk nicely to him?
if we talk things out?
so many scenarios..

forget it..
no contact for like 4months?
how can he feel nothing about it?
like totally nothing?
so im completely out of his fucking life now.
i thought that is what i wanted long time back?
why am i feeling so miserable now..
fuck this feeling la.

anyway, the best thing of holiday is i dont have to go to the fucking school and see the fucking face.
already fed up enuf still have to listen to fucking NONSENSE all day long.
everyday new update.

i hope year 2 is a new start, really.
BRAND NEW START PLEASE.