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really a very hectic and busy semester for us,
well, alot of things has been done! (: thank god!

hand in my comprog project ler
although there are afew errors..
haha teacher still ask why i didnt run my programme before showing him..
i forget mahh..
but overall its okay!
he say as long as i hand in the correct hardcopy for him he will pull up my marks!
he asked alot of question lor..
anyway i managed to answer them (:
so now comprog i hand in my hard copy next tue i dun have to attend anymore!!
i still got a feeling comprog will be the subject that pull down my GPA this time sia..
i aim quite high lehh..

forget it!
i gotta study very hard for main exam!
i cannot let biochem and comprog pull my gpa down sia!
i will really cry hard!
I SUPER STRESS NOW..
biochem quiz next week!
OMG
i hate all BIO-RELATED SUB!
always pull my marks down!
ALOT LOR!
not abit!
i can score about the same for other sub with my friends..
but come to bichem..
WALAO EH,
they A, i like max B?
always alot of difference de..

ARUGGGG..
and edevckt also..
i dunwan to think sia..
think ler i sad..
but im glad that i've got good lab teacher that talk to me..
i was really surprise that he say this lahh..
whatever he say really encourage me alot alot..
i really wanna do well in the mini project..
hopefuly will pull up scores..

anyway,
very worried for my didi..
he got into Anderson JC.
but he dont like..
first day of orientation he went, left early
2nd day which was yesterday he text me at about 9+,
he said he hate the school,he is going to pon school till he transfer to another school..
so he didnt go school..
had a huge fight with my uncle in the morning for not going to school..
boys at this age is rebellious lahh..
but i dunno whats with AJ that he hate so much..
somemore so near our homes..
easier for me to find him also..
he appeal for ny,sa and nj i think..
he really rather get into lousier sch, further ones, than AJ..
still talking to him..
he even say he rather commit suicide than going to AJ.. walao eh got so serious meh..
appealing fail how.. private school mehh?
WORRIED.WORRIED.WORRIED.

yesterday is dar's birthday!
send a message and she say she thought i forget abt it..

another thing is regarding my best friend..
i can tell he's still down..
but i can't do anything.......
i feel so lousy.. feel so useless..

watch tv yesterday.. and i teared...
i seldom get so emotional..
i saw a dog... he can't walk due to an accident..
his front legs were broken, thus, being cut off..
his determination of surviving is strong..
he is now able to walk with 2 legs..
but he often fell...
i got so touch and sad that i actually teared infront of the TV...

i wan to close my eye and survive through these 2 weeks,
then home sweet home..
although i gotta mug and mug and mug for my main exam!
it really feel better at home!
only think i scared i cant concentrate..
u know..
i wan to go out..
i wan to accompany mom for facial, buying cloth with ahma,driving out with daddy.
my skills still gotta improve..

i tell mama i grow up le,
i donwant angbao money this year..
but im thinking..
I FEEL LIKE CHANGING CAR..
ok,im contradicting..
nvm..

preparing to go out soon~

i realized, the ugly side of human nature is really ugly...
we should learn to admit mistakes, not pushing it to others instead.
put ourselves into other's shoe..