i hate those backstabber, bitches, and more bitches.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
9:37 AM


yawnns..
home the 3rd day ler..
so this few days was practically fun and fun.
lol..
had new moon and 2012!
both nice movie!
ehh..
cuz is haji la..
always no ticket..
thank god we booked them online..
had both movie at pavilion..
lol anyway i only watch movie there haha..
tmr is shopping spree!~
then at night needa attend wedding dinner..

this few days drove mom to office..
my dad is,
SCREAMING+ SCOLDING me all along.
LOOK ON UR REAR MIRROR,
RIGHT SIDE AND LEFT SIDE
YOU ARE TOO CLOSE TO THE CAR INFRONT.
U NEED TO PUT SIGNAL AND TURN.
U NEED TO BEWARE OF LORRY AND BUS.
..
its new car.
yea i know new car.
thanks for buynig that.
i really appreciate it.
BUT,
im not nervous at all..
his screaming then make me panic la..
hey,
he keep emphasizing that is a "small" car.
walao.
how small can a 7-seater car be?
TELL ME LA?
i can drive till like that already not bad hor i tell u..
not as if i ask u to buy this rite..
forget it..


yawns.
taylor lautner is hot! (Y)


HOMED
Thursday, November 26, 2009
11:21 AM


damn stupid today sia..
was really in very bad mood this entire week..
so stupid..
but was happy yesterday( since time now is 3.24am) cuz im going home!
so stupid..
i never made this mistake before lor..
i left my malaysia simcard at sg home!
so tupid rite?!
i forget i actually put in inside my omnia,
and im using omnia2 now.
so ARUGH.
mom couldn't locate me and she got worried!
as u know..
malaysia is a very extremely sibei not safe country..
she actually went to make an annocement..
walao ehh.
sibei malu sia..



im waiting for new updates everyday..
see if got more things to make me xiasuay or not..
walao eh..
in fact, everyday have new story sia..
really..
like how i emphasize..
if there is an award for the most xiasuay person for 2009.
im the winner for sure.
really sia..
and i actually cant do anything to it cuz of certain reason..
so i gotta bear, bear and BEAR.. with it..
learn a new technic..
just laugh it off la..
but i really cant sleep well sia..
nightmares and nightmares.

anyway..
the more stories u make up,
the more lies u tell,
the more u emphasize how i **** you.
people will just laugh their ass off la.

i take them as joke of the day sia..
everyday got new joke..
BUT STILL VERY DULAN LAAA..
still thnk i very xiasuay sia..
everyday can go hougang already..
thats why recently no mood to everything..
go whre also no expression,
go where also dont wanna talk too much.
i never receive such embarressment for the past 18 years..
really xiasuay..

but still,
u're still the bitch of the year.
knn


FUCK OFF BITCH
Monday, November 23, 2009
5:38 AM


WHAT A BITCH.
eh, u are the WORST person after wildboar.
im serious.
i never ever thought i would have met anyone lousier and kanasai more than him.
but u sia.
what a bitch eh.

i wont mention name as i dontwant to make the situation worse.
i dont mention not because im afraid of u or wad.
i dunwant to make my friend in difficult position.
u're a bloody bitch.

just continue ur story la.
tell the rest what u think.
im fine with it
whatever u wan.
i never ever thought u could twist the story in such a nice way eh
why dont u be a story editor eh?
choose wrong course huh?
i damn dulan when i heard all the things today.
yea, only today.
i only realise i have been a idiot+dumbass+KNN ASSHOLE for so long.
how can u say those things behind my back?
do i look like a fucking idiot?
do i?
i really feel like confronting u sia.
i give u face,
really.
i could have throw chairs at u.
i tried to control my anger.
the more i think the more piss i got.
im like !$w%w$^w%w$&#%q#$^#%$ NOW!

just fuck off bitch.
if u dont treasure my friendship,
if u dont treasure my good-ness
then kindly fuck off.
i hate people that spread rumours behind me.
dunno how serious it can get?

go and ask maviser abt the WILD-BOAR incident.
i will make it a big fuss if u want.
BIG FUCK if u are*******
like i care?

just get fucked and fuck off infront of me.
stop spreading bloody rumours,
and please, look into the mirror for once.
u are not that pretty that all the guys will fall for u.
u're nothing.
a very normal bitch in the road.

FUCK OFF LA.


Memories of saga seeds and u is flowing in again
Thursday, November 19, 2009
6:22 AM


Tomorrow is Friday !
Another week is gone..
Term test approaching. Stress sia..

Had a chat with a friend 2days back..
Then dunno why we suddenly talk about saga seeds ..
I was like..
Stunned for awhile..
It is so fortunate to have someone that pick them up, pack them nicely into a bottles for you..
I agree with that..
Just that I understand them too late..
Time is no mercy..
They never roll back no matter how we beg them..
I wouldn't have make those mistake..
I wouldn't have....

3years commitment,
that's a punishment I gave myself.
I still don't deserve any true love yet..
At least, not now

Saga seeds..
I wonder where still have the trees now..
Memories are for me to really reflect on how stupid I was and how evil I'm
I deserve all I have now..
Retribution la..
..


pissed.
Monday, November 16, 2009
5:59 AM


i never thought i would like to post such things,
i always thought it is nothing, yea like it dont really meant anything to me.
but who knows,

okay,
sept i went to see cars with dad,
then that few that i chose no stock, need to wait for like 3-4 months?
then we got pissed, so choose one that i dont like, but dad think that it suits beginner.
then, we wanted blue, NO STOCK, need to wait for 2 months.
car plate down already,now, tell me the color i wanted NO STOCK,
need to wait for next year march.
im like totally WHAT THE FUCK.
so dad got pissed and wanted to buy another one.
so he was on the phone with me yesterday and we came to a conclusion,
either volkswagen golf(turbo),mercedes benz b170 or peugeot 308.
yea, the smaller car with no backside that i wanted.
now,
the person say the car have already, but black one.
either u take it, or we will confiscate the deposite.
im like, WTF.
U FOOL ME LIKE AN IDIOT,
NOW FORCE ME TO TAKE THE BLOODY HELL TOYOTA RUSH AND BLACK SOMEMORE.

then of course i DIE ALSO DONTWANT LA.
dad was like SCREAMING OVER THE BLOODY PHONE,
" IF YOU DONT LIKE BLACK WE CAN GO AND SPRAY OTHER COLOR"
" ANYWAY ITS JUST FOR A PERIOD AFTER UR SKILLS GETS BETTER THEN WE CHANGE"


PROBLEM IS,
ITS NOT A MATTER OF IF I LIKE OR NOT,
ITS LIKE IM LIKE A BLOODY ASSHOLE,
LET THE SALES TREAT ME LIKE IDIOT,
THOUGHT I CAN GET THE CAR I WANTED FINALLY,
BUT IM STILL STUCK TO THIS CAR BUT WITH SHIT COLOR SOMEMORE.

readers,
its my fault huh?
is it?!
MY FAULT HUH??


PISSED.
car issue is one,
another one i dont wish to mention.
afterall, i think i dont really care that much.
i've got tons of better ones waiting.
im serious.


in the midst of WEEK4!!!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
6:36 AM


end of first month is reaching!!!
like so fast...

anyway..
gonna have 2 quiz tmr and on friday..
2 more next week..
and biochem on week6!
WA I HATE BIO RELATED SUBS!
all need to memories like HELL..

today dismissal at 1!
went to dewi baby's place to make chocolate cornflakes for ccn day.
before that we went to grab some stuff..
cab to her house..
ate her mom's home-cooked food (Y)
then started making.
LOL..

at 3+ i cabbed home,
then saylee baby and dewi baby cabbed to school for their CDS.
home at 4,
bathed,
dunno why but i ate again lol
fb awhile, then sleep..
i remember i ask my sis to wake me up at 6,
cuz i gotta mug my edeckt!

i sleep all the way to 8 siaa!
then she was like..
wa 8 already huh?
LOL..
study until dunno what time is it liao..

she now Alevel..
i respect her sia..
like ytd night..
im home at abt 10pm..
bathed and did nothing but lying on bed and started snoring already..
she suddenly wake me up and guess wad..

" GO AND MAKE SCRAMMBLE EGG FOR ME LEH"
walao eh
i was like..
FINE.
then i make,
but remind her to wash everything..
ha,
end up i wash them this morning!
slap her la..

yawnns...
i hate busy life seriously..
like so lack of time..
no time to talk to mama..
when she call i already sleeping!
when i wake she still sleeping
when i free she working!
when she free i having lesson!
KNN LA...

anyway..
this 2 days was in a total bad mood really thanks to someone.
doesnt matter anymore.
i dont care already okay.
im like bring alot of question marks in my mind everywhere, everytime!
NVM.

on a happier note,
i can go home on 27th nov!
yes so happy~!

talking to yd now..
he is such an ass..
buddy for reaching 10 years!!
i love him to the max!


end of week 3..
Friday, November 6, 2009
3:31 AM


wow..
time pass like.. so fast?
its the end of week 3 already..
this 3 weeks my life is like..
so busy..
so isolated from the world..
next week quizes coming up..
then CCN day..
then my kanansai timetable..
busy busy busy..

anyway..
so many things happened this week..
i mean..
not alot la..
but those few were that major ones that affected me..
firstly.. my favourite ex went back to austrialia..
the one that accompanied me for night walking,
the one that let me choose the color of his car,
the one that ran out to buy bbq pit when i wanted to eat satay..
...
...
i tried to stay calm and act as nothing happened..
cowardly run back to KL..
act as i dont care at all..
yea..
anyway he wont get to read this cuz he doesnt know this blog ever existed..
well...
isnt it good?
i've been wasting his time..
his parents were rite la..
20+ le still wandering in sg dunno for wad..

secondly, the one i used to love the most is currently suffering from another relationship..
i was really sad to see him in this way..
like so..
very..
i dont know..
i dun feel good...

lastly,
i dont wish to mention more..
i dont care because it is techniqically none of my business..
but i still sad laa....


nevermind..
not feeling well since ytd night..
feeling better now after my long nap..
gotta start my revision this weekend for the quizes..
damn it..


super lack of sleep!
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
6:03 AM


yawns..
wed already!
so its like 50% of week 3 already lor..
sibei fast right..
next week quizes come again..
means 1month of sch ler..
then wait for another month term test..
then BREAK! WOOTS! 2WEEKS!
hahas
having my christmas at home!!
with didi muahahahaha


today discuss color code for the CCN day..
walao i wan pink de lor...
nevermind..
black then black laa.


so class shud be selling,
curry puffs, cookies, chocolate cornflakes?
lol.

stress sia quiz coming already until now i haven study before lehh..
jia lat..
this weekend must start studying ler..
mama promise if i get all grades B and above she buy the new cam for me!
haha i will really work for it!

anyway..
i hope its not another trap for me to fall la hor..
even if it is not..
i think i already dig a hole myself then i jump in..
dumb me..
really leh even if i know this is only for the time being.
i still very happy..
nothing ever last la..
but also not so short rite..
dunno..
hope i dun have to climb out of the hole so soon..
really..

nights readers..
damn sleepyyyyy


HOMED.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
9:27 AM


time now is 1.27am.
my fellow classmate will be having their lesson soon..
im still here in KL.
LOLs..

just briefly update this few days bahh..
hmms..
so the entire family + mom's accountants + 2 drivers pick me up at JB on friday noon
btw i come in with lai jun and chui wan..
lols..
so funny la..
then we went for our lunch..
steamboat!~
woot!
after that go to the hse at JB,
the hse was tear down to renovate.
yawnns..
so while we are on our way back to KL,
we actually ate throughout the whole journey,
went to muar to buy otah and eat alotalotalotalot.
then blah blah
i also lazy to type..

so finally reach kl at 11pm.
slept and the next day was my parent's 20th anniversary!

well, i also lazy to explain in detail..
just celebrate lor..
at night went to watch jennifer's body with kathy and helen.
wow.
so nice laaa..
i will recommend all to watch lols..
today stayed at home..
lazy to go out..
cuz damn sian tmr have to go back ler..
actually wed then going back lor..
but i dunwanna skip my medication class...
SIANNNN...

life is good..
everything seems getting better..
i hope this continues,
before i really go crazy..
yea.. baby..
ure driving me crazy..
i guess only u have the ability..
nights readers (: