it's time to say goodbye, maybe we should stop wasting time
soon
Friday, January 13, 2012
8:32 AM
im graduating soon. where to go after i graduate? anyone?any ideas?
more like im stuck to science-related courses..
i don't know AH...
bye singapore ): soon
Last semester
Saturday, October 29, 2011
7:05 AM
Ah, time flew.. it's the last semester of my poly life already.
Being busy for almost half a year(due to interns) i kinda missed alot of things.
my life hasn't been so tired, pissed, pointless before i start my internship.
How to express it? i've experiment to run everyday, i've to face people in the lab. can't express my feeling. the stress that i felt. i even had nightmares of failed experiment. nightmares of preparing 20L of D. nightmares of testing Na and it exceeds the limit. nightmares of my AS not working on me. nightmares of typing and keying reports and results nightmares of showing result to boss... nightmares of working with my group mates...
anyway, it ended. was asked if i would like to continue as part time in the lab. well, i don't think i have to answer it.
it's the last semester of my poly life. i wanna enjoy and laugh with my clique i wanna do well. things seems to go smoothly at least for now..
how? where to go after poly? what to do? how to talk to mom? how to leave singapore... i grew up here, a place which i stayed for 12years.. the place where i met all my friends, and learnt from.
MP, thanks for spliting us apart, thanks for all these shits u gave me. i learnt to be mean, and ungrateful.
Friday, August 19, 2011
9:43 AM
watched one darn movie, and all in my mind is the past now.
everything just trigger the memories
bloody.
just let me off lah please.
happy
Sunday, July 24, 2011
4:51 AM
happiest birthday ever. really i swear.
i don't know how to express my feeling with words. but you guys can feel it right? 20th, the stage where i no longer belong to teenager. it's like in between teenager and adults. you know at the grey part. i'm like fucking old. idk, im 20 and im still in pursuing my diploma.
nevermind, i'm happy. REALLY.
<3 ALL MY FRIENDS. ESP YOU KNOW WHO!!
Saturday, July 16, 2011
8:24 PM
this week has been a bitch to me. yea the entire week besides tuesday. cause Tuesday is Ahwan's bd and i didn't return to the lab.
the feeling is like shit, seriously. I didn't want to express myself this way, but i can't think of other solution. I know im kinda mean to ignore and treat you two coldly. but i think it's time you guys should reflect about it.
this is actually the first time i'm really pissed with one of you. When you are complaining to me about how your friends in your class treats you, i wanted to share my friends with you, i even risked my own friendship just to make sure that you are not alone. now, you know what? i think everything has got it's reason to happen. there is a reason why your classmates is treating you this way, somehow, you deserve it.
really, i feel that i'm being used by you guys. you guys don't even treasure my friendship isn't it? i'm like a spare tire huh? taking me for granted? talk to me nicely when you needed a grouping, talk to me nicely when you guys are in good condition
btw, i'm not that busybody that is so interested with your r/s your gf wants to complain to me, by all means i listen because she is my friend. you don't like it, go get a life. i went out to see not because i care, because i'm afraid you will hit her again, c'mon u have tons of bad records already. don't feel proud of yourself for hitting a girl for whatever excuses you had. Hero eh?
anyway, things are better now. But my friendship with both of you will never be the same again. i just have another 63 days to go, after this semester ends, good luck.
I knew it was a mistake in the beginning, i chose to step in this shit, i've no one to blame. i just hope you guys at least respect me, don't make me feel like an ass when im covering up and tolerating. Seriously.
